Well back again after a long Easter weekend.
Just thought i'd update you all. I've been on 40mg for month 2 of my 3 month course and after 3 weeks I had a complete meltdown.
I've been feeling really edgy, wound up, stressed, whatever you want to call it and on Friday I snapped.
Screamed my head off at my flatmate and started throwing things and smashing things.
I was clawing at my skin and if I had been able to get my car out of the drive I really believe I would have driven into a wall.
Spent the remainder of the long weekend in my room having taken temazepam to calm myself down.
A quick visit to the doctor yesterday and i'm now back on the 30mg and feeling a lot better.
I always struggle at weekends (I have bi-polar) and I guess with everything I just decided enough was enough.
I hit the gym with my trainer REALLY hard this morning and now I am very sore but my mental state is much improved.
Just thought i'd update you all. I've been on 40mg for month 2 of my 3 month course and after 3 weeks I had a complete meltdown.
I've been feeling really edgy, wound up, stressed, whatever you want to call it and on Friday I snapped.
Screamed my head off at my flatmate and started throwing things and smashing things.
I was clawing at my skin and if I had been able to get my car out of the drive I really believe I would have driven into a wall.
Spent the remainder of the long weekend in my room having taken temazepam to calm myself down.
A quick visit to the doctor yesterday and i'm now back on the 30mg and feeling a lot better.
I always struggle at weekends (I have bi-polar) and I guess with everything I just decided enough was enough.
I hit the gym with my trainer REALLY hard this morning and now I am very sore but my mental state is much improved.
