Day 13

  • Author auroraB
  • Create date
  • Blog entry read time 1 min read
Not eating is harder than I anticipated. The feeling of being hungry has been taken away but habits haven't so I'm still wanting to buy a cake for tea and having a croissant for brekkie. I'm feeling quite angry e.g. why is life so unfair? I've fought with my weight almost all of my life. It's not like I sit on my bum doing zilcho - I'm on my feet all day as a teacher, dog walks twice daily, I don't indulge in soft drinks, I love my veggies, I don't eat much meat.

/rant over

It has not really occured to me before eating is an enjoyable part of my life. Perhaps this is the reason I am the weight that I am and I need to find less joy in food and channel that somewhere else.


Does anyone else feel this way?


sleep: went to bed at midnight so sleep wasn't too bad - slept at least 5-6 hours.

food:
apple, latte, minestrone soup with 1/2 cup pearl couscous, quinoa with broccoli, capsicum and feta cheese, 1 slice of olive bread.

mood: calm but exhausted. I felt tired today physically more than mentally.

unofficial daily weight:
80.1kg (not sure what's up with that. could be the lasagna because I don't usually have carbs)

exercise:
walked to work.

Comments

There are no comments to display.

Blog entry information

Author
auroraB
Read time
1 min read
Views
2,263
Last update

More entries in Week 2

  • S
    you're so heavy baby...
    i am at my heaviest starting weight ever... 117kg i last felt this heavy when i gave birth to...
  • Rob84
    End of week 2 weigh in.
    So far so good for week two, sorry for the late check in, its just all been happening this end...
  • Rob84
    Day 10 - Feeling great!
    I think I've stuffed my numbers up by a day, but oh well, its close enough haha. So yesterday, I...
  • Rob84
    Day 8 & 9
    Yesterday i rolled off a night shift which i would usually head home and sleep until mid...
  • P
    Day 10 - weight gain. by Paris
    I knew that it would be impossible for the scales to just steadily decline since I hit goal...

More entries from auroraB

  • A
    Not where I want to be.
    I've hit a wall - I'm struggling with EVERYTHING. Eating - I was on a weekend trip so I decided...
  • A
    Day 12
    I forgot to take duromine in the morning and decided not to take it because, it'll definitely...
  • A
    Day 11
    sleep: again, an unrestful night's sleep. I didn't have this issue in week 1 so perhaps, it's...
  • A
    Day 10
    I missed an entry on Day 9 because I forgot to take the pill. Coupled with the fact that I had a...
  • A
    Day 8
    sleep: sleep was horrible, i woke up at 3.30am and could not get back to sleep no matter how...

Share this entry