Faling Miserably

What a horrible week it's been thus far! Today I have been eating the chocolates I said I didn't feel like yesterday. Today I have the hunger that has not been there for the past week. Today I feel as though I've undone all of my good work from the past week. I haven't exercised yet this week although I plan to do so tomorrow after work, as we are finishing early. We have to go to a friend's place for Christmas Eve and a relative's place on Boxing Day. There will be pressure to eat all this food they've bought for us. There'll be pressure to drink alcohol. I'd rather not even go as I'll have to be answerable to everyone about something I feel is really not any of their business. I just want this week to be over and for the feeling of not being at all interested in eating to return. Perhaps I'm a bit hormonal this week too.