My inner voice is my motivation it's easy to block but hard to try lol
If that makes any sense lol
I went to my class this morning and my gym buds were all very happy to see me and have compliments on my weight which this time around I actually LOVED!
Am actually excited to see my weigh in on Friday
Put a summer clothes laybuy away last week all size 14 this was my key motivator as the last week I've had very little so knowing I have smashed 2 dress sizes I decided to get a size down for summer as I had to throw all my last season summer clothes they were all too big!
Picking clothes and looking at the nice things I could buy if I give this my all throughout winter was very very exciting to know I only have to lose 2 more dress sizes to get to my goal! I'm half way there and this was hard. Work but extremely worth every sweat and every slip up because I am doing it!
I guess this last week has made this all more real! And I have got to the phase where I am actually sincerely proud of myself and confident.
I did check out some swim wear while shopping but decided not to put any away as if I can buy some sort of nice swim wear for summer that will be my biggest achievement so decided to leave that til summer and my first trip to the beach something to look forward too!
I love fashion and hair beauty all that shit (doesn't take away my inner tomboy lol) but I love to look good when I can and ATM I'm loving wearing trackies trainers and a hoodie so I'm "saving" my real reveal if u would call it for summer
It feels great to have actual confidence and accepting compliments now is easy I don't feel they are just saying it because I feel good in myself
Just wanted to share this as this experience has def been a good change for my mentality of this journey
If that makes any sense lol
I went to my class this morning and my gym buds were all very happy to see me and have compliments on my weight which this time around I actually LOVED!
Am actually excited to see my weigh in on Friday
Put a summer clothes laybuy away last week all size 14 this was my key motivator as the last week I've had very little so knowing I have smashed 2 dress sizes I decided to get a size down for summer as I had to throw all my last season summer clothes they were all too big!
Picking clothes and looking at the nice things I could buy if I give this my all throughout winter was very very exciting to know I only have to lose 2 more dress sizes to get to my goal! I'm half way there and this was hard. Work but extremely worth every sweat and every slip up because I am doing it!
I guess this last week has made this all more real! And I have got to the phase where I am actually sincerely proud of myself and confident.
I did check out some swim wear while shopping but decided not to put any away as if I can buy some sort of nice swim wear for summer that will be my biggest achievement so decided to leave that til summer and my first trip to the beach
something to look forward too! I love fashion and hair beauty all that shit (doesn't take away my inner tomboy lol) but I love to look good when I can and ATM I'm loving wearing trackies trainers and a hoodie so I'm "saving" my real reveal if u would call it for summer
It feels great to have actual confidence and accepting compliments now is easy I don't feel they are just saying it because I feel good in myself
Just wanted to share this as this experience has def been a good change for my mentality of this journey
