I came to write my feelings out...But it has been one hell of a day and I just don't think I'm ready to process it without one thousand and one words that my two year would definitely repeat and really shouldn't.
Maybe when the 8 month old (8 months today in fact and I am NOT ready for that...He needs to slow down) is in bed I can scream and cry and yell using words that would make a pirate blush. Because I really think that may help.
I took my last Duromine this morning...and the advice from another wonderful member has made me see that a break might be a good thing.
I only saw the Dr today too. She upped my dose to 40mg...that's a script that won't be filled for a while!
I've only lost two kilograms. I wasn't in the right place and I totally wasted it.
Also, Easter -.-
I want to close myself into a large egg and hide...you know, like the kind you get inside of a Kinder Surprise?
See what I'm saying... bloody Easter.
Bloody Easter.
Bloody money.
Bloody. Bloody. Bloody.
Maybe when the 8 month old (8 months today in fact and I am NOT ready for that...He needs to slow down) is in bed I can scream and cry and yell using words that would make a pirate blush. Because I really think that may help.
I took my last Duromine this morning...and the advice from another wonderful member has made me see that a break might be a good thing.
I only saw the Dr today too. She upped my dose to 40mg...that's a script that won't be filled for a while!
I've only lost two kilograms. I wasn't in the right place and I totally wasted it.
Also, Easter -.-
I want to close myself into a large egg and hide...you know, like the kind you get inside of a Kinder Surprise?
See what I'm saying... bloody Easter.
Bloody Easter.
Bloody money.
Bloody. Bloody. Bloody.
