Blog entries by RaspberryJade

Feeling really good this morning! quit my job yesterday they wouldnt give me 4days off for my birthday (ive already booked time away) I told them 2weeks ago Im having the time off (im casual so i dont have to take there shit) i mean 4days isnt much but they were jerks so i said well cya later...

Have not posted in a while so heres whats new. Did try Duromine again but still the same thing SO SLEEPY always and tons more hungry then normal, Tryed Duromine 3 different times and can say I know for sure that it just doesnt work for me BUT just trying it did boost me to be motivated...

Rain has set in ment to be around for a week now Im in Australia and were i live we just dont get that much rain and if we do its not like an all week thing but this time it is... I find when i cant walk my dogs i dont focus i need to keep reminding myself to be motivated... but ima keep on...

went out with the girls last night diet was all good but yes i drank way to much hahabut ohhhh i had fubn and i told them i have pcos and they were awesome I guess i felt like having a label would define me would some how change me but guess what it doesnt!! As i struggle with my diet and try...

I know how to eat right, I know it works! So why is it so damn hard for me to stay on track? When I have a bad food day why does it turn into a bad food week? then why is it next to impossible for me to get back on track after bad days? In the first 2 weeks I lost 4kg the 3rd week was a...

OK so was ment to be healthy eating today but i didnt... still depressed about pcos i can help but thinking about it how different life would be if i didnt have it or at least if it was found when i was younger, I know its the wrong thoughts i need to be positive but its hard im having a...

So yes i have PCOS had the stupid ultrasound went back to the doctor stupid idiot didnt know what to do so wants me to see a gyno and sed if i cant lose the weight on a low gi diet then maybe i can have metformin (its a drug used for diabetics and i could have it cos my body is a diabetic even...

just a bad day...... went for my ultra sound today.. seems yes i have PCOS the guy that did the ultrasound was very nice and explained a lot to me he was youngish 25-30yo made me fgeel better wasnt some old guy I dont know why... nxt week i go to my doctor and guess he will tell me what...

was yesterday and i lost 2.1kg (this is week2) Im happy im on track as i want to maintain 2kg loss a week but i feel a little sad i thought it should have been more cos of the duromine ....hmmmm feeling lost i dont know if i should change somthing and if so what would i change ??feel like my...

Weigh in day 2moro! This week i have taken 2 15mg duromine pills I havnt felt like Ive had more energy and cravings are still there.. on the other hand ive had no problems with it either no dry mouth, no lack of sleep and heart is still beating normal. Im thinking maybe Im just wired...

Good day got an hour on the tred before work Diet was 85% today it was just a busy day so I didnt eat as much as i should have then at dinner i had a fight with my mother completly lost all interest in food so no dinner BUT i would normally go straight to food when ever i get angry so thats a...

This morning had my grandmas birthday bbq breakfast it went very well i had 2 eggs, bubble & squeak, tomatos, mushrooms and my fake bacon my plate was just as full as everyone else there was a few hash browns n things left over (there is always food left over) i was SO tempted to go back for...

week 1, 5 days i took 15mg felt so tired could barley do anything! 2 days no duromine I lost 2kg week 2, day 1 Ive taken 2 pills today and seems like its working 0730 i had breakfast got busy and was hungry at 1130 had lunch havnt had cravings :) and i dont feel tired at all maybe a bit more...

On the path to finding the perfect diet.. finally learning all about carbs protein fats sugars ect and its HARD! When i first started i was scared to put anything in my mouth, im learning everyday about food teaching myself useing the internet reading everything in the fridge cans salts...

recap of yesterday.. yes had the party many chips, dips, bbq stuff boozes and im proud to say i didnt have anything i stuck to the diet! happy about that but for some reason about 730pm i felt dizzy throught maybe blood sugar was low so i had 2 weetbix w/ light soy milk i come good pretty...

Day 5 i didnt take 2 pills becos my dog woke me up at 4am she had a fight with a cat and the cat won scratched her eye so rushed her to the vet at 0800 million dollars later pills and eye drops shes gonna be ok but he sed it was a pretty bad scratch. so i didnt want to have heaps of energy if...

yes epic fail woke up late went to work barley made it through didnt get on the tredmil didnt walk the dogs and to make it an epic fail i had almost 2 blocks of chocolate i had to go to the shop get fresh veg and it was the afternoon i was feeling week and low about duromine not working and...

This is my truth! 21yo 5'3 105.4kg I want to lose weight because i just seem to be getting bigger and bigger now i dont mind being a big girl ive never felt bad about it or shamful ive lived my life ive had greatfriends and shit ones, family is mostly awesome, i never really cared what the...

so i went to the doctor did the blood test finally got the duromine (so happy) but then he tells me i might have polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) did some reading online felt soo down becos all the symptoms i pretty much have its awful im ment to get an ultra sound but im scared so im giving...