ugh!
I was 6 months post duromine with a total loss of 48kgs.
Then Christmas happened (I'm trying to shift the blame on a holidays rather than myself lol)
Since November Ive put on 10kgs!!! When I saw that I almost died!
Ironically me and my boyfriend had been at Kmart a week or two before and I couldn't fit into anything sized 18-20 and was saying shit like "typical, Kmart gets popular and now they are making their sizes smaller".. (insert humiliation)
Has anyone ever been in that situation where you blame a store or corporation before it ever occurs to you that you just got fat again? Haha god!
Or why my bras have been so irritating on that fat that just wont quit, under my arm.
And still all this and I never thought I'd put on weight.
Soooo, back on duromine 40mgs which I still have no problems at all getting as I'm still heavily tipping the industrial scale at 119kgs.
So yes, Christmas came, then time off work, then hungry jacks, then McDonald's, a bit of KFC and a more bread than you have seen in your life.
BUT! just goes to show you do have to keep checking your weight because it creeps up on you and you slowly and subconsciously start wearing your looser clothes, all the while never twigging on to the fact that your putting weight on, so holidays are officially over and I'm back to counting calories, treadmill everyday and putting that bikini body back on my dream board in my head
DONT GET FAT, GET EVEN! (With the scales)
Gonna go eat a carrot, bye
Enjoy a pixilated body shot from a distance from my birthday in December haha I'm in the middle. Surprisingly enough this is the first birthday I've had as an adult where I don't look crazy "stare at in the street" fat and even though I put 10kgs back on I'm still so pleased with myse
lf. 
I was 6 months post duromine with a total loss of 48kgs.
Then Christmas happened (I'm trying to shift the blame on a holidays rather than myself lol)
Since November Ive put on 10kgs!!! When I saw that I almost died!
Ironically me and my boyfriend had been at Kmart a week or two before and I couldn't fit into anything sized 18-20 and was saying shit like "typical, Kmart gets popular and now they are making their sizes smaller".. (insert humiliation)
Has anyone ever been in that situation where you blame a store or corporation before it ever occurs to you that you just got fat again? Haha god!
Or why my bras have been so irritating on that fat that just wont quit, under my arm.
And still all this and I never thought I'd put on weight.
Soooo, back on duromine 40mgs which I still have no problems at all getting as I'm still heavily tipping the industrial scale at 119kgs.
So yes, Christmas came, then time off work, then hungry jacks, then McDonald's, a bit of KFC and a more bread than you have seen in your life.
BUT! just goes to show you do have to keep checking your weight because it creeps up on you and you slowly and subconsciously start wearing your looser clothes, all the while never twigging on to the fact that your putting weight on, so holidays are officially over and I'm back to counting calories, treadmill everyday and putting that bikini body back on my dream board in my head
DONT GET FAT, GET EVEN! (With the scales)
Gonna go eat a carrot, bye
Enjoy a pixilated body shot from a distance from my birthday in December haha I'm in the middle. Surprisingly enough this is the first birthday I've had as an adult where I don't look crazy "stare at in the street" fat and even though I put 10kgs back on I'm still so pleased with myse
lf.
