I have done this before. The I am loosing this weight thing. If I can be honest I have done it several times. There is something different about this time though. I feel it in my soul. I am doing it for me and I tell myself I am older and wiser. So today after two weeks of sensible eating and exercise I spoke to my doctors about boosting my motivation. I weighed in at the doctors at 119kg. I am convinced his scales are broken ( I thought I was just 114kg). What is hilarious is that I don't see my weight except in pictures and when I try to tie shoe laces. My 15 year old refuses to help tie my shoes. Trying to wipe my bottom in the constrained plane toilet is a huge hassle and a week ago travelling from the UK i finally gave in to the humiliation of not being able to wipe yourself properly because you just can't manoeuvre your huge frame in such a small space.
My boyfriend of 7 years has been asking me to marry him for 4 years and I have always found an excuse to say no. It the tranquility and beauty of the Lake District I finally said yes. I thought about my life and what I want for the rest of it. I want to be happy- a big part of this will be to finally conquer my weight issues. I am doing this for me. I am starting this journey with Duromine to help me reach my goals. I am taking baby steps. My goal is to loose at least 2kg every month so that come December 18 I will be at least 98kg. I appreciate Duromine it is not a panacea to my weight issues. I will have to do the hard work. It will be good to have a helping hand especially as I start. I will use this blog to chart my progress and share my thoughts.
Ready, steady here we go
' A journey of a 1000 steps starts with one step'
My boyfriend of 7 years has been asking me to marry him for 4 years and I have always found an excuse to say no. It the tranquility and beauty of the Lake District I finally said yes. I thought about my life and what I want for the rest of it. I want to be happy- a big part of this will be to finally conquer my weight issues. I am doing this for me. I am starting this journey with Duromine to help me reach my goals. I am taking baby steps. My goal is to loose at least 2kg every month so that come December 18 I will be at least 98kg. I appreciate Duromine it is not a panacea to my weight issues. I will have to do the hard work. It will be good to have a helping hand especially as I start. I will use this blog to chart my progress and share my thoughts.
Ready, steady here we go
' A journey of a 1000 steps starts with one step'
