To view yours I went into your profile page and pressed follow and then was able to look in your album, I set mine to private too but hopefully it's still visible to you guys haha. Either way, shame you don't feel good today
maybe today is a Vix day - go do something to make you feel good
I know, easier said than done. But yes, I always used to say "I like being at the bottom coz things can only get better". there was something I read the other day and it went like:
A lady was holding up a glass with some water, and asked how heavy you think it is. Obviously, it's not very heavy. Then she continued that if she holds it up for a few minutes, it doesn't hurt her arm, but if she holds it up for a few hours, it begins to ache. If she held it all day, her arm would be numb and paralysing. And same thing with stress and worries (or I'll add in, dwelling on past experiences could relate as well). If you think about it for a minute it's okay. If you think about it for a few hours you begin to ache and if you think about it all the time it becomes paralysing and you start feeling numb.
It sounds dumb the way I wrote it lol but I liked it when I read it. My day is okay but not the best either, things are starting to get on top of me a bit, but I just gotta "put the glass down" for a bit and relax!