Day 4 Drove up to Melbourne today to see the family. First time going out for dinner and I probably ate more than I should have, but I’ve decided not to beat myself up about it
Breakfast: Smoothie with yoghurt, banana, spinach
Snack: Loving Earth raw chocolate
Lunch: 2 pieces of toast with avocado
Snack: Handful of cashews
Dinner: Vegan pho + tried a few other dishes that my parents ordered
Day 5 Been lacking energy lately, have had to have a few naps here and there to keep me going. Still have a dry mouth but it doesn’t bother me as it encourages me to drink more water. Weighed myself before and was 78.9kg…not going to weigh myself again until Thursday, which will mark one week since I’ve been on Duromine.
Breakfast: Smoothie with banana, sunflower seeds and spinach
Snack: Raw vegan peanut butter cup
Lunch:: 4 x vietnamese rice paper rolls
Dinner: Pumpkin, celery and carrot soup with two pieces of bread
Day 6 So I had a really bad day. Took my cat to the vet today to get his flu vaccine, took him home and within 5 minutes he was lying dead underneath the dining table. The vet is unsure of his cause of death...it was all so sudden and I am still in shock. Pretty much ate nothing today, had no appetite. I ate some cashews, one piece spelt crisp bread and a hot chocolate. It feels as though everything has fallen down around me, I'm at a loss of how to feel anymore.
Day 7 Still have no appetite, I have been in bed crying all day. Feeling extremely down, no energy. I know it sounds stupid to get so worked up about a cat, but he was my baby and he made me so happy. Weighed myself today and am 76.3kg. Pretty disappointed as I have read that many other people have lost heaps more weight in their first week. But I guess I am still happy that I am under 77kg...hopefully I can maintain it. Took the dog for a half an hour walk at the beach today. Will play a game of indoor soccer tonight, need to get out of the house.
Am leaving for Adelaide on Sunday to take part in the University Games sports competition, returning next Friday. Not sure how I am going to go about eating healthily, luckily I don't drink alcohol. Not worried about not getting enough exercise though, as we play about 4 x 30 min games every day. Will actually probably need to eat more to replenish all the calories I will be burning. Won't have my laptop so I'll just do one big post when I get back about how I went.
I hope I feel better soon.