hi everyone
So I am 5,5 and weigh 109 kgs I am a mother to 3 girls under 8 I have never been "skinny" was always around the 75-80 kg mark until I fell pregnant with my first daughter at 21 and it gradually piled on after that but 20kgs since I had my youngest who is now 4 I have a been actively trying to lose this weight for the last 18 months with pretty much every diet there is but the last 3 months I have been trying so to stick to healthy eating and I've been going to a bootcamp 4 to 5 days a week and it was working great I was dropping cms but my mind always gets in my way I can stick to a healthy diet and smash a great training session out then ruin it with what I eat late at night and I hate myself for it but I can't seem to stop it
Perfect example....
I have taken duramine 30mg for three days I had been sticking to 6 small meals 1200-1400cal I hade had the dry mouth and a metalic taste in my mouth and one real bad headache but nothing major I think I was still feeling slight hunger pains at times but it was like a odd dullness to them that just went away after a few minutes but I could handle all that but guess what my non existent will power struck again I ate crap just because others were eating it and I am so mad at myself because let's face it duramin is not cheap!! And I just feel right into my old habits at the first test....I am not giving up tho I am going to start fresh in the morning but I was wondering if anyone else has had similar struggles and if you have beaten it and how any tips would be hugely appreciated
So I am 5,5 and weigh 109 kgs I am a mother to 3 girls under 8 I have never been "skinny" was always around the 75-80 kg mark until I fell pregnant with my first daughter at 21 and it gradually piled on after that but 20kgs since I had my youngest who is now 4 I have a been actively trying to lose this weight for the last 18 months with pretty much every diet there is but the last 3 months I have been trying so to stick to healthy eating and I've been going to a bootcamp 4 to 5 days a week and it was working great I was dropping cms but my mind always gets in my way I can stick to a healthy diet and smash a great training session out then ruin it with what I eat late at night and I hate myself for it but I can't seem to stop it
Perfect example....
I have taken duramine 30mg for three days I had been sticking to 6 small meals 1200-1400cal I hade had the dry mouth and a metalic taste in my mouth and one real bad headache but nothing major I think I was still feeling slight hunger pains at times but it was like a odd dullness to them that just went away after a few minutes but I could handle all that but guess what my non existent will power struck again I ate crap just because others were eating it and I am so mad at myself because let's face it duramin is not cheap!! And I just feel right into my old habits at the first test....I am not giving up tho I am going to start fresh in the morning but I was wondering if anyone else has had similar struggles and if you have beaten it and how any tips would be hugely appreciated