(I apologize in advance if this is all over the place
lol)
A couple of years ago I use to weigh between 63-69kgs (my weight fluctuated) but I was ok with myself at that weight, unfortunately a couple of years ago I got bit by a Whitetail spider at work and that's where I started putting my weight back on (I had struggled YEARS ago with being 95kgs and got down to the 63-69kgs). I worked in a petrol station and I worked the graveyard shift, I was the one doing all the work getting everything ready for the next day while everyone was snug in their beds. My work was my workout, I was lifting crates of milk with 18 litres of milk in it, lifting cartons of Coke with 16 litres of coke, sweeping and mopping floors minimum 5 times a week. Once I got bit by the spider that all stopped under Doctors orders.
Fast forward to today and after quitting smoking and getting back up between 90-95kgs (depends on the scales...mine said 95, my doctors said 90 I like his scales lol) it's obvious to those who know me that I'm not happy with myself so time for me to change it!
It's day 4 for me in my journey to a new me...well it's really an old me that I'm trying to get back to.
Two days ago I bought a new set of digital scales as my ones didn't seem accurate to me. I done a sneak weight check and they said I was 92.4kgs.
It's Saturday morning and I got some terrible news yesterday about my ex father in law
and needed a pick me up, no matter how small it was...no, I didn't reach for chocolate or candy lol...I done another sneak weight check and the scales now say I'm 90.4...APPARENTLY I've lost 2kgs in two days :O All I'm doing is eating a serve of Weeties and skim milk for breakfast, have my coffee and Duromine and go about my day. Later on in the night I'll realize that I haven't eaten so I'll eat a serve of porridge (having a sore throat it's hard to swallow harder foods) or have a protein shake like Musashi.