It's been a long time again!! Hopefully I keep this update.
It's been about 3-4 weeks since my last duromine, I have only had 1 month on 15mg and 2nd month on 30mg. I'm not really sure what started this hiatus, but I know my personal life has really been messing with me emotionally (no nothing to do with the future wedding and that, that's all perfect). Unfortunatly, I did fall back to a really unhealthy diet, I couldn't even tell you when I last had a salad, but what's sad is that I am sure I have been having more cake than veggies.
After my really bad month of not eating well, I have put on about a kilo, which isn't too bad. I suppose I have learnt when I have had enough maybe, maybe the portion sizes have lessened from the past 100 kilo me?
Another upsetting thing is my doctor who has been working with me for my weightloss is leaving, and unfortunatly I can't follow him to the another practice as it is a walk in only clinic. I'm worried that this will be last month, my last chance with Duromine as I know a lot of doctors are completly against it.
I've been sitting on my 3rd prescription of Duromine and finally decided today was the day to start back up. No playing around this time! I'm off junk food until Christmas, 6 ish weeks away. I will get the 1 cheat meal a week, and I am logging my food as I go.
So fingers crossed, no stressful matters is going to be an excuse! I need to do this. I need to be healthier. Christmas goal is to be at least 10 kilos lighter, that's 81kg's or less! This will be when my first dress fitting will be so I really need to stick with this. I am really hoping to be in the 60's for mid April!