Hi all!
Long time lurker, first time poster
Okay this may get long so I apologize.
I've been on duromine three or so times in the past and have had amazing results, especially in the first couple weeks/first month. However this time using it I am a bit disheartened. I've gone up and down in weight for the past 5 years, however, after living overseas for about 7 months, I've come back and finally decided that I'm sick of fluctuating. I don't want to be losing weight for a holiday or birthday, I want to be losing it for my future. While I'm still in my twenties, I want to actually achieve my goal body for once. Instead of losing 20kgs and then just gaining it all back.
Start weight 113kgs
Current weight 107.7kgs
Goal weight 80kgs
I was 80kgs back in 2012, and I remember thinking to myself how much I wanted to lose weight. And now that I'm so far off from that weight it's super frustrating and I just wish that I could get down to that weight!
I'm 25 and about 6ft tall, so I'm lucky because even though I gain weight, it distributes very evenly. But back between 2012-2014 I would fluctuate between the 80's and 90's, then somehow I just kept going up and now I fluctuate between mid 90's and mid-late 110kgs. I feel gross that I let it get that far. So once I got home I started eating completely different, healthy and small portions, started up on the treadmill, and got duromine.
My side effects aren't too awful, occasional dry mouth, sometimes I click my jaw or hands(not great but manageable) and I've found that I can also have mood swings, sometimes I get a lil angry for no reason, or sometimes I get a tad depressed. I keep all of it in check though and to me it's worth it for weight loss.
So getting to why I feel disheartened, I think it mainly stems from the fact that I've used duromine before and had amazing success. However, this time around, it doesn't seem to be doing an overall great deal even though I'm working harder than usual. When I've taken it in the past, I didn't monitor my food too much and didn't really exercise and just relied on the pill, which is stupid, but hey I was young and not thinking about it. This time however, I've been very mindful of what I'm eating, how much I'm eating and trying to exercise and drink a lot of water. I've gotten myself into a terrible habit of weighing every day, which I know I need to stop. The first week I lost about 3.3kgs, second week probably about 1.5 and the third week maybe about 1kg BUT the worst part of the third week is that for the past three days I've gone up .5 so only lost .5 for that week. Never in taking duromine have I gained any weight on it!! And this is going to sound terrible, but for half a week I wasn't feeling the best due to cramps, so the odd day when I was resting up, I missed a meal(lunch or dinner) this happened maybe 3 times, and I lost weight each day after that happened. Then when I was eating those meals again, it's clearly coming back. And I certainly do not want to get into a habit of not eating meals because I know that's unhealthy, and the goal of me doing this is that I want this for the long term. I think it's just frustrating because I've used duromine before and it kinda feels like, is it worth it to get all the side effects when I'm not having amazing weight loss.
I'm drinking as much water as I can each day, I aim for 2-3 liters. And I don't drink anything else. I take vitamins every morning, multivitamins, vitamin b, vitamin c, and berocca. An average day of food looks like:
Brekky:
Steel cut oats
2 egg whites
Zucchini
Mixed frozen berries
Sugar free maple syrup
Lunch:
Piece of salmon
Brussel sprouts
Broccoli
Dinner:
Palm portion size of protein e.g. Turkey mince, chicken etc
And veges, a salad or roasted ones
Snack options are usually an Atkins choccie bar or cottage cheese
I know to see differences I need to get back on my exercise, which I've started up again today. And I guess I need to calorie count more specifically, as before this I was eating ridiculous amounts and fatty, sugary, gross foods, I thought that merely changing my food up and making the portions much better/high in veges would be enough but it's obviously not. The only things I use to flavor my foods are herbs and things like lime and lemon juice. I've cut out using any sauces and dressings that have high calories.
So I guess my thoughts are that I need to #1 exercise more
#2 count calories more precisely
Does anyone else have more advice or thoughts?
I know that any loss is a good loss, and I'm not trying to discredit that. I think it's just frustrating for me when I've seen how my body has reacted to duromine previously. Not to mention never ever gaining anything on duromine.
Thanks for taking the time to read this!
Allegra