I feel really defeated at the moment and have been teary eyed the last few nights when messaging my boyfriend. We're both busy with work and Uni that we haven't seen eachother properly for weeks. I keep crying because I feel that he's avoiding spending quality time with me, even though he's voiced that it's because we are on completely different schedules.
During said cry session this evening, I messaged him and told him we needed a break (WTF!!, I don't 'do' breaks) -- and good one dickhead, let's fix distance by giving eachother even more distance. I brought up everything that has been troubling me lately, like how much pressure I am under with Uni, and how much I hate being fat and he's saying that he is there to support me -- yet he doesn't make plans to see me. Then I just blew up and cried and cried.
Am I being completely nuts and paranoid?
Period is not due. I had it a week ago. I don't get PMS'y either, ever.
Is it the Duromine?
I feel that I am still being myself, but not having him around really upsets me. I am really worried about us now and don't want this depression session that I'm in to wreck my relationship.
In saying that, this is not the first time I have asked to spend more time with him. Pre-Duromine, we've been down this road before.
Anyway, weigh in tomorrow morning. Hoping to see some light at the end of this tunnel.
FB xx
During said cry session this evening, I messaged him and told him we needed a break (WTF!!, I don't 'do' breaks) -- and good one dickhead, let's fix distance by giving eachother even more distance. I brought up everything that has been troubling me lately, like how much pressure I am under with Uni, and how much I hate being fat and he's saying that he is there to support me -- yet he doesn't make plans to see me. Then I just blew up and cried and cried.
Am I being completely nuts and paranoid?
Period is not due. I had it a week ago. I don't get PMS'y either, ever.
Is it the Duromine?
I feel that I am still being myself, but not having him around really upsets me. I am really worried about us now and don't want this depression session that I'm in to wreck my relationship.
In saying that, this is not the first time I have asked to spend more time with him. Pre-Duromine, we've been down this road before.
Anyway, weigh in tomorrow morning. Hoping to see some light at the end of this tunnel.
FB xx